This song sums up how i want to end 2011 and start 2012..

TYJ! =D

very blessed and ministered by this song..

whoever is reading this, hope it blesses you too! =)

You won me over from the start

penned the chapters of my heart

Unveiled your endless love to me

You drew eternity for me

Your grace, satisfies my needs

rewrote my life and set me free

Erased all that i did wrong

My life declared a brand new song

Author and Savior

You're my king

Wonderful maker, My soul sings

I place all on the altar

My life an offering

My heart lay bare before You

Jesus lives in me

Author and Savior

You're my King

Wonderful maker My soul sings

My life become your canvas

Create my destiny

I'll be yours forever, Jesus lives in me

Come live in me, Come live in me

Take all of me, Take all of me

It's 29 December..3 more days before 2012..

Well been spending my last 3 weeks of the 2011 catching up my loved ones..

Did lots of stuffs..tired but fulfiling..

pictures shall do the talking..

Father's bdae

Mother's bdae at skinny pizza

christmas feast by clarence with his family

Christmas with my crazy family..these are my crazy cousins! =DDD

Xmas party with my beloved cg

Ivan's farewell=(

e432 tea party! =)

Hmm..school's starting soon too..next week is the last week of holiday..and it will be my final 6 weeks in NIE..how time flies..

Well..before 2011 comes to a close..there are many things i want to thank God for..For strength and grace to get through this year..

2011........

is the year i took up the most number of tuitionn jobs..think 5-6 tuitions..and my weekdays are just filled with tuition..

it is also the last year of my tuition..just wanna thank God for favour..

Thank GOd also for seeing me through my first TP 1 in June..

Thank God for leading P&W in leader's meeting..

Thank God for my family...

Thank God for my friends..

Thank God for city harvest..

Thank God for E432..

Thank God for Clarence..

Thank GOd for everything...

All in all thank God for 2011..=)

without 2011..there will not be 2012..there will not be a chance for blessings to come=)

It's been a long & tiring year..2012 is gonna be better in all areas..

It's gonna be the best year yet..

God shall away all tears in 2011 and fill me with joy as i step into 2012..

2012..i cant wait to embrace u...=D

TP2, Graduation, start work..etc etc etc

It's gonna be a great year ahead!! =)

Went JB with clarence for the very first time yesterday...

It's finally holiday for him!!! =DDDDDD *many smiles*

It was also our first date in many months and we watched our first movie in many mths there too! =)

went in in the morning..and we spent the whole rainy day at city square JB!

It was quite an experience especially because usually i follow my friends around for directions when i go JB!

AHAH i must say i do have a pretty good sense of directions!!!! =P

Anyway, it was an enjoyable day out with him...finallly after so long! a PROPER date!

Did some shopping and basically we just walked ard and keep eating! HAHA

would be even  more enjoyable if money isnt a concern!hehe

but well, company is definitely more important!

Awesome day spent with an awesome him! =D

Looking forward to more of such dates plssssssss...especially before i graduate & before he leaves for America! =(

Went JB with clarence for the very first time yesterday...

It was also our first date in many months and we watched our first movie in many mths there too! =)

went in in the morning..and we spent the whole rainy day at city square JB!

It was quite an experience especially because usually i follow my friends around for directions when i go JB!

AHAH i must say i do have a pretty good sense of directions!!!! =P

Anyway, it was an enjoyable day out with him...finallly after so long! a PROPER date!

Did some shopping and basically we just walked ard and keep eating! HAHA

would be even  more enjoyable if money isnt a concern!hehe

but well, company is definitely more important!

Awesome day spent with an awesome him! =D

Looking forward to more of such dates plssssssss...especially before i graduate & before he leaves for America! =(

Went for JB with clarence for the very first time yesterday...

It was also our first date in many months and we watched our first movie in many mths there too! =)

Overall it was an enjoyable day out with him...

Did some shopping and basically we just walked ard and keep eating! HAHA

would be even  more enjoyable if money isnt a concern!

but well, company is definitely more important!

Awesome day spent with an awesome him! =D

Looking forward to more of such dates plssssssss...especially before i graduate & before he leaves for America! =(

5th December 2011 has officially been marked as one of the most traumatic day of my life..

even right now im still in shock..

a fire actually broke out at my house early this morning at 730am in the morning..

and guess what??at that moment i was still sound asleep until i heard my sister screaming for my aunt and i from the kitchen bathroom..

it turned out that she smell smoke and heart crackling sound while bathing halfway and when opened the toilet door to have a peep she saw fire..

she started screaming for us to awake us from our sleep..

this sounds like those fire incident compo hahaa..but this time it's real...=X

was at a lost when i jumped out of my bed and saw fire in the kitchen..

was wondering should i call the fire engine? splash the fire with water?hit it with a cloth or what??? (oh man the importance of a fire extinguisher..provided knw how to use)

hmm in the end we used damp towel to put out the fire..but thinking bad about it...it's still pretty dangerous to do that..should have used a towel to cover the fire instead..but well at the moment it's really difficult to keep calm and think properly..i was even wondering what is the number for the fire engine..

hmm and even now the whole house still smell of smoke..=(

haix it's a really traumatic experience..

imagine how serious things would have gotten if we were any slower..

To add on to this..something else happened at home..haix..Just hope eveyrthing will be okay..

im not sure how to express my feelings..i feel traumatised..at the same time thankful...feel tired but im feeling a little paranoid and worried to sleep..

Been running around the whole day clearing up the mess and out to buy lightings and etc...tired..

Whatever it is, I really thank God for protection..If not for His protection, i think i wouldnt be here typing this entry...

Just praying that everything will get better..especially when the electrician comes to rewire the whole house on thursday and for painting to start on friday..

Next week is gna be a week of spring cleaning..lots of things to do..thank God im on holiday..

But well, whatever it is..im glad that i made it through the day..

Now, i can only continue to pray for protection and grace over my family and house and that things will get better..

It will because enough is enough!!! No weapons formed against us shall prosper for if God is for us, nothing can be against us!

My God will protect my household and i..ALL will be well...

on a more positive note..this can actually be seen as a blessing in disguise..

a chance to revamp the whole house and early spring cleaning for us all and in time for CNY next year! =)

My family and i will definitely end off this year well..and start off 2012 with a good start! =)

May the Lord bless and protect all my loved ones!

and may we all be able to sleep well tonight..

God is still good! =)

Holiday has started for about 2 weeks already..

I think it's pretty ironic that whenever im not having holidays i have lotsa things in mind that i wanna do but now that it's the holiday, i just feel like staying at home and do nothing..one thing because of money..the other thing cause im just feeling lazy haha!

i do wish that i can go overseas this holiday..but im not=( booooooo...

anyway, went to har par villa with nie girls..the last time i went was many years ago when i was still a kid..looking back i rmb nothing except for the tiger.haha..well actually nth much in there..can easily finish walking the whole place in 1 hour..

well anyway after that we went to holland V for xiao long bao & steamboat buffet..With the circle line in place, getting there is definitely so much easier..

Anyway the buffet was good! but was really filling..I was so full to the extent that i felt like vomiting! AHHA! but well it was really good..good food and good company with the girls. Also went JB with this group of girls the following day! FINALLY! been looking forward to go JB with them and yeahhhh!! =)

It was pretty fun except the legs were nearly broken from all the walking and standing..

oh ya! and my eldest cousin..lao da just got married! YEAHHH!! so happy for them..=)

ahhh talking about this...i realise we are all growing up..all getting married one by one..hahaa..

Im actually looking forward to my own! HAHAHAH! =P but well..still some time..ahhaha! anyway, it's good to dream & visualise..=)

okay that's about all..im just feeling bored haha!

It's close to 3am already but i cant bear to sleep..

Anyway, finished my first and last written paper of this sem. Feeling really happy that it's over..

And yeah this marks the last written exam in NIE after 4 long years..end of year 4 sem 1

So it's no longer i who will be taking paper but from now on i will be setting papers for students..

well am i supposed to be happy about this?haha!!

but well at least exams are over..Next up is the horrifying 10 weeks of practicum in Feb 2012..

Excited and at the same time im dreading it..ahha it's an irony...

Anyway, spent the past two weeks with my notes and notes alone..

Apart from going for cg and svc i spent my entire day at home with my notes..

this means i have not been spending much time with bf! =( this is sad..

but yeah im looking forward to service tml! =))

well..im just ranting here since im not sure what to do this at this hour..

But anyway..back to the topic on exam..

hmm i guess the paper was pretty okay..at least i know how to answer them..=X

hmm but there is too little time for me to finish everything on my mind..

hmm but whatever it is, i have given in my best and i do hope i will reap what i have sown for the past 2 weeks...

And yeah, whatever the results, im sure God has a purpose and plan for it...

So yeah! He is in control! =)))0

okay i think im really bored...time to go and sleep ahha..

good night world! =)

Courage is doing the right thing even if it is unpopular....

HAPPY DEEPAVALI EVERYBODY!!! =)

Im feeling a little bored from work..haha so im here to rant abit..

It's been a few months since my last blog post..

School's about to end in a few weeks and EXAM is coming up...

and yeah..it's exam without a S because there's only one paper!!! AHHA YEAH!!!

But right now there are many things to do..dreading to get started on them tho..

But well..life's been pretty good except for the busyness in school..

and the lack of time with bf! =(

school has started for him and it seems like it's his NS to me..

We only get to meet every Thursday night for a short dinner..

And being very sweet, i'll get to meet him when he comes down specially after school every friday to send me back from cg mtg!=)

and of cause during service..

hahaa! that seem like i still see him quite a lot..but....hahaha those are not time alone at all..not like before school started for him..

we get to go out whenever im free..hahaa..nowadays..i go back home straight after school if there isnt any tuitions..

and thus the reason i have been watching so much tv shows!! ahhaha...but welll.....life's still gd!

School's been good especially with the nie girls..laughing and growing crazy..

i think i have been laughing too much until my face has "expanded" quite a bit! HAHA!

Hmm..and oh yes! services for the past few weeks have been really good too..like always..haha it's gd!

Got reminded again of the importance of LOVE!

Love is not just a feeling or something uncontrollable..

Love is a choice..love is action..

and i make a commitment to choose love!

Loving GOd wholeheartedly and loving people fervently...

Thank you to everyone..family and friends who have been loving me for who i am..

loving me even though im not perfect...

Have i told you lately that i love you??=)))))

I love you my friend!! =)

2John 1:5

"I am writing to remind you, dear friends,that we should love one another. This is not a new commandment, but one we have had from the beginning."